Second Hand Love
In college people get drunk off cheap beer
Partying the night life away without a fear
But there’s a larger problem at stake
Making drinking look like nothing but a piece of cake
Cause there’s so many girls hung over
On the potion called love rather the notion of love
Making their mind tipsy
Actions misdirected
Depression that sinks in
Living in a cloud until reality sets in
I’m so tired of living off the second hand smoke effects
Of my friends who are smoking love down to the butt of their love filled cigarette
I’m not even smoking but their aura of desperation is clogging up my arteries
Not something I’ve known but through them it’s become part of me
Infected by their stories pain afflicted again
Are they suppose to represent mankind-or unkind men
I feel the effects slowly taking over
I’m getting their symptoms, feeling it in ever fiber
Making it harder to breathe
Addicted to it like weed
Gotta be thinking about being love or scorning love for all eternity
Cause if you aint chasing or being chased
What are you worth
I can’t run the race with the smoke of love brimming through my lungs
I can’t open my heart when they’ve stuck me with an IV thats bitter
You tell me it’s all about needing a man
Swooning and dreaming but ultimately be crushed in the end
So I choose to step out of your vicinity
Not to let your smoke affect what’s inside of me
Because from the inside out the changes start
But the effects only show after the death of the heart
I will no longer stand in the haze
Of saying I am nothing without a man every day