Seasons Change .

Wed, 07/29/2015 - 15:47 -- Monae J

Have you thought that just for a minute that am not not the person you hoped id be ?
Our days are more gray and white, then them bright vivid colors they used to be .
Can't ever seem to see eye to eye for nothing .
Not the perfect love story you hoped for .
Never given my all in to something like this, I guess its a first time for everything .
Can't remember the last time I honestly felt like I made you happy .
I want the color back in this relationship.
Guess one would call this us going through our downs.
I have never felt more safe with anyone in years .
Why can't we get this right ?
Having some of the feelings I am feeling , dont make sense .
I believe in everything you say .
I believe in us .
I believe in you .
I believe in me .
Why are hiding stuff , lying to cover it up ?
Thought we moved pasted that.
Thought we were so close to Saving the Date .
Every relationship has its seasons , so which season is this one ?

This poem is about: 
My family
My community
My country
Our world


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