I've lost faith in others,
I've lost faith in myself.
I had forgotten what it is like to love,
And gave into anger and fear.
I started to shut everyone out,
For fear of getting hurt again.
But now I am alone,
Hurting myself on my own.
I need someone to save me from myself.
I've held a blade before in my hands,
But have never had the nerve to hurt anyone else.
I've kept myself clean in the thought of others,
But not in myself.
I sit there in silence,
Instead with a pen.
I listen to music with lyrics in my head.
A saviour for survivors,
A saviour for the dead.
A saviour for me,
From the dark thoughts in my head.