As a child the feeling of never being alone,

having a veiled knowledge of God,

I had yet to be shown.

 

Always protected, feeling safe and secure..

knowing somehow the trials of life, would

never be so great that I could not endure.

 

Hurt feelings for not going along with the crowd,

at the same time sensing someone unseen,

was very proud.

 

Bartered Peace for Indulgence the advesaries  plan,

he will sneak in ruin wherever he can.

Unplanned marriage, and parenthood, followed by divorce;

nothing lasts forever without commitment of course!

 

I was told of a freedom, that fear was just a thing of the mind,

that bad things could never happen to a pure heart  such as mine.

 

Feelings of loneliness, anger, and so much despair,

who should I turn to, seemed nobody cared.

 

Then a small still voice inside of me said...

"You have never been alone" I'am God...

It is time for you to follow me back home.

 

Repentance, forvieness, this is the start.

Allow me to guide you home, to teach you, let go and let me do my part..

It is time for you to reclaim your pure heart!

Clara Khadija Ray