Pain, Secrets & Hope

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Pain hurts
 
Secrets KILL
 
No one has felt pain until you've felt what I feel.
 
Scared to open up
 
Scared to reveal
 
What's been hunting me for over 8 years.
 
Trusting someone could be the end of me
 
The wrong move could kill me!
 
Scared to say what's wrong is slowly peeling me
 
I've been taken advantage of
 
DO YOU NOW FEEL ME?
 
Now I reveal hints
 
Not the full truth
 
Hopefully this saves me and you !
 
I can't give up
 
NOT NOW
 
NOT NEVER!
 
What doesnt kill you makes you stronger 
 
And will soon take me to heaven!
 
I often Wonder how to tell
 
but something keeps chiming in telling me NO
 
not yet don't do it!
 
Is it not my time to confess and let it flow?
 
I always ask WHY ME?
 
I've been put through the most BS that could ever be
 
I guess it's not my time because PAIN STILL LIES AND SECRETS STILL FLY!
 
But one day , just one day I WONT LIE!
 

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