Pain is my name
Becoming your own person is a crime punishable by death
No one cares about your mental health
Put your feelings on a shelf
Focus on achieving wealth
They want you to sit and accept their shit
To obey without a word to say
To shrink at the knowledge they think they uphold
I'd say you're ignorant, because I'm just that bold
I'm passionate about learning from MY life as I go
Not what I've heard from others who think they know
Telling me lies, putting on a show
I mean I would listen if I didn't want to grow
I cherish the thought of having priceless knowledge you could've never bought
People staring and glaring at me because I know things teachers never taught
Things they could know, but never learned from the pain
Instead they hung their heads in shame
We will never be the same
I refuse to let my childhood win, knowing felt like a sin
Having knowledge not taught in books was considered lame
How hurtful that pain must've been
A force to be reckoned with, in a world where my ancestors got raped and lynched
A strong black woman
White, black, purple, orange, I refuse to be any man's wench
I'd love for people to stop blaming the white man for ALL our sin
Hurt doesn't explain what I've been through
As a black young woman, or as a person
It's crazy I have to seperate the two
I think there'd be more peace, if they only knew
I ask you to accept my words, as they are apart of me
Without my own voice I don't know who I'd be
I broke from bondage of being close-minded
All this time, I only wanted to be free
I don't think that you should agree
As this isnt something you've heard
Many will still disagree
As they'd find this absurd
Whatever you prefer is not mine to judge
I promise you I won't hold a grudge
In this life you lose some and win some
At least that's what I've heard