Over
Even through my thick skin
When wits should fit, no quick send
Though I won’t miss your shit friends
That night, I met my wit’s end
Maybe my intent had its rest in
The tent I’ve pretended to pitch, in
The campgrounds of self confidence, and
My fruitful, yet spoiled attempts to win
A fight with myself, struggling solely internally
Cautious of you, becoming lonely eternally
Not because you couldn’t find someone to end your hurting, see
I was scared you’d never love again, eternally burden me
But now it seems you’ve tried to convince yourself you’re through
You texted me a paragraph, I quote ”IDGAF BOUT YOU”
The reality of it seems that your words are untrue
Because the reality of it is, my cutting things off really cut you
Straight up the jagged line, split your heart in two
At first I felt bad, at first I wanted to soothe
But you cheated on me, a sin you could’ve easily refused
But you didn’t.
I really can’t say I’m upset
I’ve cashed in the upgrade
From you that I get
And she makes me feel like the money I spent
On you
Should’ve stayed in my bank account, kept my balance in check
But my balance was off when you asked for my check
How could I have known when I hadn’t loved yet?
You spent up my money and then got upset
When I asked you to buy food
Attitude projects.
Let’s wrap this up on my phone made for closure
Happens to be the same one that I told ya
We’re done and you cried and you begged for me back
But my new girl is better,
Fuck you and fuck that.