It all started one day,
and I had no clue
of what was coming my way
I can't believe it's true.
I was told it would happen,
by the warnings in my dreams
and I should've taken action
but I am too late, as it seems.
I thought it would've lasted
and that you would never leave
but I guess it's where we've landed
I wish I hadn't been so naive.
So much time and memories shared
That I really could have spared
If only from the get go,
You told the truth, you didn't care.
Now don't get me wrong,
by the words that I say.
Cause I really can't lie,
you were with me the whole way.
But in the end I wish you hadn't,
that you were someone I could hate.
That you were just a fragment,
and that I could hold my head up straight.
But as soon as I feel
like I am back on my feet,
and the feelings I sealed
from the memories that seep.
Those thoughts of enlightenment
that I finally meet,
are then crushed by my sentiment.
I have lost by defeat.
And it kills me inside
to know that you have no restraint.
You take no accountability
for the indignation you've inflamed.
You show no remorse,
no guilt, no pain.
And I wish that I could feel the same,
but in the end I just feel worse
because I can't even say your name,
without feeling like its a curse
and you're the one that's left to blame.
For you have forsaken me,
I am left alone in the heavy rain.
So this is how it ends.
No more deceiving, no more strain.
For this was just a burden,
all our memories down the drain.
And one thing is for certain,
that I should've used my brain
to know that you were just a person
that would cause me all this pain.
For I had envisioned
the possibility of this day.
I just didn't wanna face the fact
that you wouldn't be here to stay.
So now I must go on with life
knowing that I will be okay,
and you are now forgiven
and for you, I wish the same.
Cause yes we had our times,
and yes we had our days,
but in the end we must all know
that not everyone can stay.
To watch and see us blossom
as we gladly make our way,
across these obstacles
that we must all eventually face.
And for that is why we fight.
We chose to take this flight,
And now this is our chance
to find a future that is bright.
Sincerely, Your Old Best Friend