She made me realize…
That God will indeed close one door and open another
When the time comes. I agree, but let me tell you-
That door did not simply close in my face
It was slammed shut
It was nothing mean or cruel on His part. No, my God is a wonderful God
It was me being stubborn. Even knowing I needed to close that rotting door
I was procrastinating, holding back
Wanting to hold onto something that I was afraid of losing
So when I could have easily closed the door on my own and not get hurt.
It was forcefully slammed shut in my face
Stinging my soul, shattering my heart, messing with my conscious
But I am thankful. It was a lesson learned. And I am thankful.
Slowly I am healing my soul, picking up the pieces of my heart
And clearing my mind.
With the door closed, I am free from the pins of lies, needles of pain
So thank you God for closing the door
I’ll be patiently waiting for the next door to open