ok
is this ok?
am i ok?
is it ok that i exist?
always the questions
that continue to persist
in the mind of mankind
always the struggle
to overcome
to continue in a game
that i never asked to play
is this ok?
am i ok?
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is this ok?
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is this ok
to not be ok?
the questions
to which that blank slate of a face that
i
continue to face
on a daily basis
responds with
'of course
not'
the questions
to which the waning
failing
mask
on that horrid, hopeless
waste of space
face
responds with
'quit being
a burden'
the questions
to which that face
the face
of which i can never seem to escape
that always stares back
in the shard of the looking glass
that dangles on the bathroom wall
responds with
'it 'you
doesnt dont
matter'
but then
but
t h e n
that face is replaced with a piece of paper
with eyes that cry ink
and these tears
begin to stream down
in waterfalls
that descend upon the page
and begin to arrange in streaks
and strips
and straps of
words
these words
that work wonders
the face
becomes less visable
and less able to have the influence
to convince
my mind of what isnt true
because of these words
that were able to be released
is this ok?
am i ok?
is it ok that i exist?
is it ok to no be ok?
the questions
to which the words respond
'of course'