My self infliction makes me second guess my so-called addiction
Eeleven stiches to match my eyes, they heard my cries
When I was in a denial of my proclaimed suicidal state of mind
And on my arm the devil signed
It was a centimeter away from death
I it could have been my last breath
"A miracle you're alive"
My thoughts begin to wander to where they all derive
I want to blame you with everything in my heart
But even without you my life is still falling apart
I don't want to die, I cry
But your stoic face reminds me of her and how it's all such a blur
I was molested in your sight- vested with disgrace upon my skin
I was raped in your vision- but ultimately you made the decision
And here I am using such presision
In deciding to take it on I will no longer be your pawn..
It's my fault completely and I'm muttering rather meekly...
I forgive you