Nothing
I remember you said you’d be strong
And you said you were fine
There was just a stick in your eye
And you said that nothing was wrong
Well I know so many people who say
While they sit with their back not as straight
The lights from their eyes a dull hue, no longer as bright
That nothing’s bothering them and I should
just go away
Well I watched nothing eat you up and spit you out
I’ve watched nothing make your small back shudder
With silent tears and silent screams
Broken and hollow, your thoughts full of grief and doubt
And I’ve watched nothing take you away
From the clutches of my hands
I’ve watched so many people absorbed into nothing
And their bright starry eyes fading slowly to grey
And they paintings they’ve made
With their sharp brushes
on canvases full of veins
Their blood-red paint dripping from the end of their blade
How could nothing be that painful?
Tell me, how could nothing make you scream, make you sob, make you cry,
Make you take your own life
How could nothing be so baneful?
But what’s I to say
When they congregate and ask
And they interrogate and question and snoop and inquire
I guess I’ll just say,
“There was nothing wrong with her. Now please go away.”