Every minute I fade.
I feel so weak,
Why am I so naive?
I don't realize the world around me
When he's around.
No wonder. I mess up.
There are things, I regret
There are things that I know of
I always knew from right&wrong
But never differed from the subject in life
Say that I'm desperate
Sorry to break a insubordinate lie.
I'll bend to any exceptions.
But I'm fighting to the death.
I know I probably be like this forever.
I could be the one feeling rejected in the first place
Oh lookie here, now you're running this way for me.. years later, perhaps.
Make your decisions.
I'll have my own.
Experience from my point of view.
And regret the rejecting because my life is great on the other hand.