I wish that I can make them happy.
I wish I can make it true.
But I wish that I didn't have to procrastinate, but hey what can I do?
I wish I wasn't so privileged.
I wish they understood.
But I wish they knew that it's easier said than done, I believe I did all I could.
I wish I did more than enough.
I wish I could handle all the pressure.
But I wish that I had the help I needed, to each problem there's a lever.
But I wished I hadn't stayed up so late.
I wished I didn't get distracted so much.
I wish I could be their star child, so they can perhaps loosen their clutch.
But I wished my friend didn't break our friendship.
I wished it wasn't so awkward.
I wish that I could've done something to turn the time backward.
But I cannot wish, for something that I could do.
Things I know I can do, because everyone already knew.
That I am much better than wishes, I am much more than this.
I am much more than I think I am, a person who we all miss.