My life just changed like that....all because of you
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Students like me have to go around pleasuring those who have authority over us
There is no such thing as resting
All there is…..is testing
I want to protest against it
But what can I say?
The pressure and the threats to do well won’t stop
Must I only get punished if I don’t do only what you want?
My voice can’t be heard, your ears block out my wishes and dreams as you become physical
with me
By this, you send a piece of me to who knows where
Parts of me are going missing day by day
Here I am again on my knees
You forcefully ask to beg for your forgiveness
In the inside I know I did the best I could to satisfy you
Yet still you all ask for more
As if staying up all night and engaging myself in a pile of work wasn’t enough
But from the beginning It never was
So many times I pictured my death
I feel like I will never be fondly looked at in your eyes
Killing myself is the only control and power I will have in my life
Everything has always been in your hands
I wish I didn’t have to leave so early only knowing school and study study
Not once did I think it was sad that I know you wouldn’t come looking for me
Since I don’t feel emotions like those any longer