I'm sorry i'm leaving you. It's not my fault. THEY want us to leave and never come back, i'm sorry i wrote on you and still haven't cleaned you you up. You were my safe haven that protected me from the harsh cold world. I'm sorry that you won't get to see graduate and you won't see my kids. I'm sorry that i'm just letting 12 years of memories go down the drain. I'm sorry that they redecorated you and didn't believe people will love you in your true form. I'm sorry i did nothing to stop them. But I hope from deep down withinthat soon one day a family will fill you up and love you like I love you. Just remember and don't ever forget.