My Head Is A Monster
my hands still shake
when people ask about you
i try to stop the trembling in my voice
as the flood of memories hits me
i try to write down what it feels like
because my therapist said i should
but the only word that i could form was “pain”
and i couldn’t have described it any better
i remember
you calming the violent seas in my mind
now i drown myself in cough syrup to try to sleep
but you still linger in my dreams
my hands still shake
when people ask about you
you’re in my veins
and i can’t forgive you for that
This poem is about:
Me
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