When you talk about the past The person you fell in love with It was not me When you talk about the present I see pain over the past How disappointing it must have been Have fallen in love with me To have fallen in love with who I was not I was just pretending to be How I wish I hadn't ruined it all But that's my purpose in life Spoil it all I wish I wasn't writing this I wish I wasn't crying I wish I hadn't added you to my mess I'm sorry I wish i was different So we have avoided all this pain I'm sorry  It's my fault, again