My curtain of Anxiety and Paranoia
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This curtain is my protection,
I need it to hide myself from the world.
Paranoia and anxiety is a hard thing to hide,
And it seems no one understands it.
To me I am sweet,
To me I am kind,
To me I and smart,
But with others I must hide.
My mind is dark and cunning.
No one likes you
You aren't attractive enough
Everyone hates you
You're just a bother to society.
These are the things that constantly run through my mind.
I just can't help it but I always try,
To convince myself these things aren't true,
My friends reassure me by saying,
I'm here for you.
I am a good person,
I am a good friend.
I know I'm pretty,
At least to some extent.
I wish I had the confidence to show who I am,
But past experiences,
Have made me a quiet little lamb.
No one must know and no one must see,
The amazing person I have grown up to be.
This curtain is my protection,
I need it to hide myself from the world.
Paranoia and anxiety is a hard thing to hide,
And no one can even try to understand me.