my contradiction

I used to love you,

And yet you were new.

It didn´t matter all,

You just stabed an Aul.

You jusr stabed it deeper.

 

 

I handed you the key of my hear,

While i didn´t even noticed.

You got into my life as soon as flash.

Your faired hair reopen my scars.

 

Alone that´s one word to discribe my childhood.

Bullied, hurt.

 

The clouds turn grey as the sky turned black.

I looked up and i saw my beloved bully and you.

Tears kept falling and falling, I couldn´t help it.

Evreyones words break me down, ´´you pig´´, ´´You worthless´´

´´Let´s just be friends´´.

 

Your smile opened a misterus dorr, the door of heaven, but you drgged me to hell

You kept me taking me from the starts to the ground,

To the sweetes to the bittest.

 

BROKE IT, YOU BROKE IT.

You and the door of my doom.

I hate you and i´m blind with rage,

I´M SO SICK OF EVREYONE THTA I COULD..

 

´´Don´t say that, don´t get stucked with you past keep moving foward´´,

´´Your not alone, if you don´t like your life don´t change your self,

CHANGE YOU THINKING AND SHINE BRIGTH AND BE BIG´´.

 

The pain you make me felt make me who i am.

And i just can´t regreat it, OH my dear bully i couldn´t done it with out you.

I shall always be greatful to you.

 

 

You make me see the ligth.

You make me figth.

You moved my soul.

You filled me whole.

 

I can´t deny it no more,  more my love can´t be ignore.

I fall for the wrong one,while all alone you were the one for me.

 

My life changed after i hear those words,

THANK YOU, my dear someone.

 

 

´´

 

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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