My Apologies

I'm sorry

You cared so much 

And I thought I did too 

Now I miss your sweet touch

Though I was the one who left you

You weren't perfect

But nor am I 

All your flaws didn't matter because you were worth it 

And yet for some crazy reason, I still said goodbye. 

Now I have dreams of you and me 

Though I guess now they shouldn't make me happy. 

Now I should be calling them nightmares,

But it's weird that though I should be,  I am not, scared of thinking of "us". 

We were once a thing

And we once called each other cute names 

But now I broke away because I was selfish 

And our thing has been put to shame 

All because I care more about myself 

Than I do about anyone else. 

But I cannot turn back 

Because we will never be the same as we used to be. 

My heart is lonely, shattered and cracked, 

But we both need to part ways to others and be free. 

Thank you for all of the laughs, hugs, and smiles. 

I will never forget how we looked each other's eyes. 

But I don't think I can go back to our past that we kept going for a while. 

I don't want to separate completely, but I think it's time for me to end our "thing" and tell our feelings goodbye.

I'm so sorry for all the things I have done to you 

And all of the things I should've done but now will never have the chance to do. 

This poem is about: 
Me

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