You cared so much
And I thought I did too
Now I miss your sweet touch
Though I was the one who left you
You weren't perfect
But nor am I
All your flaws didn't matter because you were worth it
And yet for some crazy reason, I still said goodbye.
Now I have dreams of you and me
Though I guess now they shouldn't make me happy.
Now I should be calling them nightmares,
But it's weird that though I should be, I am not, scared of thinking of "us".
We were once a thing
And we once called each other cute names
But now I broke away because I was selfish
And our thing has been put to shame
All because I care more about myself
Than I do about anyone else.
But I cannot turn back
Because we will never be the same as we used to be.
My heart is lonely, shattered and cracked,
But we both need to part ways to others and be free.
Thank you for all of the laughs, hugs, and smiles.
I will never forget how we looked each other's eyes.
But I don't think I can go back to our past that we kept going for a while.
I don't want to separate completely, but I think it's time for me to end our "thing" and tell our feelings goodbye.
I'm so sorry for all the things I have done to you
And all of the things I should've done but now will never have the chance to do.