"Mourning to Joy"
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All this pain has come
So your will be done
Oh how I ache
And my heart does break
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
My body trembles, in my wake
Give me something, that I can take
To end this fear, to end this pain
My love is gone, and hate remains
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
Why can't someone else be blamed
So I can lash out, and soothe this pain
My thoughts are broken, my trust is gone
Courage shaken, my life is done
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
And my reality
Is not what it should be
I'll drown the sorrow
Must I wait for morrow?
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
Darkness threatens to surround me
Hatred in my heart's abounding
Terror grips my broken mind
I look for things I cannot find
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
And tears they stream, down my face
My swollen eyes, my head a daze
Life feels crumbled, around me
Incapable of love, am I to be?
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
Is this a test?
Is this a joke?
A broken mess
Please give me hope
Why me lord
Why the pain
Mine sufferings
They do remain
A love that I, cannot feel
This grieving heart, I cannot steal
I had a recollection
That reached my inner heart
That God gave me redemption
My heart pierced like a dart
Your everlasting love
Like a gracious dove
Tamed the angry beast in me
It is joy that I now see
Oh my God
A shepherd with a rod
And we the sheep for you
To be gallantly pursued
Your everlasting love
Like a gracious dove
Tamed the angry beast in me
It is joy that I now see
Holy glorious father
I've walked in my pain
But now I would rather
Follow You again
Your everlasting love
Like a gracious dove
Tamed the angry beast in me
It is joy that I now see
You are more than anything
Beyond compare
You're indescribable
And uncontainable
Your everlasting love
Like a gracious dove
Tamed the angry beast in me
It is joy that I now see
Glorious father, brilliant light
Giver of freedom, provider of life
You are the only one I need
Because of you I am set free
Your everlasting love
Like a gracious dove
Tamed the angry beast in me
It is joy that I now see