They tell me that I need to search
That all I have to do is look and I can find it.
Easy for them to say.
Yet here I am having a fit,
Trying to find this little shit.
It gets to the point that I don't care anymore.
"I tried that. There isn't anything there. I can't do that."
Constant let downs and dissapoint start to pile up.
Yet here I am yet again
Searching for this little prick.
Maybe this time it'll be different.
Maybe this time I'll find my mark,
Maybe this time they were right.
I mean, I have to pay for college somehow right?