You are my growth. 

Inevitable proliferation. 

You are my alien component

That I do not understand,

That I no longer search

Or hunger for in its

absence. 

You are my poison. 

Promised pervasion. 

You are an addiction

that never existed, 

That I did not agree to

Render me as a helpless

Apparition. 

You are my body.

Prospering dissipation.

You are my lost observations

That I considered with so much intent ,

That I lost due to numerous imbalances. 

Where the End

Begins. 

You are my cancer.