When will I stop missing you so much 

The thoughts in my brain are eating me up 

I don’t know if I’ll ever feel enough for you 

Or any one for that matter

I don’t think I could get much sadder 

I think of you and your blue eyes and how beautiful they looked staring down at me 

I think if our hands intertwined 

If I could choose that’s where I’d be laying next to you while you hold me 

Being with out is like going blind

I think I’m truly starting to lose my mind 

What happened to the love we once shared 

Now it like you don’t even care 

Those eyes once mesmerized by me now look at me with a blank stare 

You know this really isn’t fucking fair 

What did I do 

To make you so cold 

You’re the one

Whom with I thought I’d grow old 

I just want you to hold me and tell me it’ll all be okay

But you won’t because you walked away

So simply,easily, and without care 

It’s almost like to you I was never even there.