all I can see is flashes in my head ,

Memories back when we were together

The world was so different.. for the first time,

We were just living for the hell of it,

Nothing to regret at all..

It feels weird now,

The way you are it really breaks my heart

I just can't.. I can't understand,

I was feeling bad for myself when you needed me most and that is the hardest part.

I still regret it

Even now while I'm screaming why you do this to me?

I'm sorry I don't mean to scream but I just want to know the answer now

three things I got left are pictures and old conversation and FEELINGS for you now

and tears  always falling down my face

you'll always be more than a memory to me,

never thought it would end

I saw perfection in your flaws  and heaven in your heart

even when you were fighting hell..

even though you hurt me more than anyone ever did to me

I forgive you and I miss you and I still love you 

I forever live on in your memories

think about the times we had

when I finally found someone that I really can tell him anything,

and hopefully grow up to be everything you'd thought I can be.

wherever you are now,

I hope you got everything you wanted,

I hope it's better on the other side now,

hope the pains gone..

and just  know that I will see you one day eventually,

one day I will have to let it all go.. these feelings you know,

but not now..

I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see you go this way,

all I can see is flashbacks and memories 

in a world that's changed so much since I knew the real you,

If I could turn back time I would,

maybe this all could have been avoided,

I just don't know...

 

 

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