Defeat was never the answer
And surrender was never an option
But fighting just isn’t worth it anymore
I loved the you you once were
But I let go
And now there’s no point in trying to salvage my pride
I ruined myself trying to get you back
And in finding my retreat
You ruined me more
Winning is never enough for you
You have to play your stupid game
So what’s your next move?
Now that I’m not playing to win
Now that I will lay out my cards
As long as it means a near end to this battle
I’ve admitted my surrender
I’ve accepted my defeat
Why won’t you walk away?
How much longer will you force me to play?