On the Love that Proved Me Wrong
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This morning I woke up beside him
He kissed me ‘till I was awake
We laid there for hours, limbs knotted around each other
Until I rose to cook breakfast
The night before, I came home, exhausted
He stayed up late, waiting for me
He watched me devour dinner’s leftovers
And then we crawled into bed, together
The week before that was his birthday
I gave him a stupid hat he’d wanted for months
His face glowed like the sun, his eyes twinkled like stars
And I somehow felt taller
A year ago, I thought love was a lie
All love ever did was consume like fire, violent and greedy
Men were predators; women their bright-eyed prey
Only the weak fell for that illusion of joy and safety
And my solitude made me strong
Today, I know better, as his head rests in my lap
His chest rises and falls evenly, as peaceful as my soul feels
When life is hard, his love gives me comfort
His love is my hearth; patient, gentle, and warm