How can anyone love me?

I have too many issues...

Not who I want to be.

My feelings are misused.

I choke on my words.

You say I’m shy…

I hide my scars and burns.

I say you lie.

I got mental disorders…

You say I’m insane...

I close up my boarders.

I‘m always in pain.

What’s your last dream?

Mine wakes with a scream.