How can you love someone you know you aren't suppose to?
Yea, I'm talking about me I just don't know what to do.
The love is so strong..
but it seems SO wrong.
How could something that feels SO right be so wrong..
it's uncontrollable and sometimes I can't maintain.
My mind and heart is at war non-stop,
24/7 I contemplate on these feelings.
And after 5months..
I'm distraught from not only the continuous war,
but the fluctuation of feelings.
I sometimes wonder..
Why can't I just fall in love and be happy like everyone else??
I've come to realize that I am more complex than I expected to be,
I have more to me than the eye can see..
Is there anyone out there like me??
I'm seeking guidance,
looking for a place where the war can cease
And I can love and still be at peace.