Love and Money
Love is not about money
The words you have been uttered
But the main thing
You connects with me
Is all about the money
You call me
You said you miss me
But seasonal to say
"I love you"
Is it because you
Love the money from me.
I remember last month
I told you I have none
I will pay our credit
Then you left me behind
It's been three weeks
Without any message
On my inbox, text nor call
But then you know that
Every 23rd my salary
You didn't make the week pass
You pretended that you are so hurt
Nagging at me
condemning me,
And even make me feel
That I am a worthless woman
I was laughing
When you behave like that
I don't know if you say the truth
Because of love
Or you pretended
Because of the money
You will get?
Then 23rd comes
You kept on joking online
I kept on riding you
Till you said tonight
"Babe I have no money"
And I answer," even me."
I want to add this phrase
" I don't get boyfriend for pay"
But I supress my mouth
And stop responding
I don't care what kind of drama you will make
But dear, I am tired of this relationship
Where money talks
I am not happy anymore
I don't want a weak man
Who always rely from a woman
It frustrate me
It makes me stubborn
Seeing you as relying on me.
My apology, dear
This is our last month
I don't want to extend this
I want to be a free woman.
So goodbye, my dear
This is our last
I am broke financially
I also broke my heart.
I want real love
Not love because of money
But love that we both make money
But it's impossible for you
You just waste all the money
I have been trusting you
That you can be establish a life
Without my extention of help
And become a stable one
To support your needs
And get my full respect
But then my dear,
You frustrated me.
I don't want to be blame
By my family
As you know,
I have many choices
And now I knew
You must not be the one
That will stay by my side
When I am old and weak
Because if you are the man I will choose today
Maybe, before I become old
I am a dead man
You are a leech
You are like a prostitute
Using the word love
To get money
To have a life
I apologize, my dear
I am tired
I want to discontinue
This pity relationship
I want my life
I want my love
I want my money
And my everything
It's better to be alone
And enjoy my freedom,
My money, my self
This is my good bye
I will never come back
Nor make a story
of five years apart
It is our ending
And never will be together
I knew you well
Money
You love me
For money
Not for love
But for money.