I’m not gone lie
nights are a little lonely when you’re not there
No exchange of I love you
Just me wallowing in my thoughts
Contemplating if I should call
Text you to just say I love you
But I don’t....
Every 20 minutes I’m checking my phone just to see if you are thinking of me
My sleep is disturbed now
how do you sleep so peacefully ?
When you didn’t even speak to me
No how was your day ?
Or did you make it home OK?
While I lie here awake
Wondering about you
But not once did you even try to check on me
So why am I the one losing sleep ?
How do you even get this power over me?
It’s 12:30 am
You’re in your world where I no longer exist
And I’m here wishing I would at least cross your mind
I know you won’t answer
Even if I really needed you
I clear my eyes to search your name
And it’s rings……
I’m sorry you have reached a voicemail
That has not been set up yet.