Must I be alone forever?
I've struggled for so long.
I'm sure this is the worst pain ever,
And it was my fault all along.
You know, I loved you- I truly did.
You say I didn't but I can promise you.
I would've done anything for you- even though I'm just a kid,
I swear I can be loyal and I can be true-
Just freaking trust me.
I beg of you.
Give me a chance.
I'll prove myself to you.
Your hate is so strong and it breaks me,
It shakes me,
It destroys me,
It kills me,
It always berates me.
Just kill me now- give me that peace,
I'm tired of living- pronounce me deceased.
You wouldn't care, this I know for sure,
Just leave me alone, there is no cure.
I'm sorry you ever had to waste time on me,
I'm just Emily.