It all began with a wrong call
To a friend that was known for long
He was like a star on a midnight sky
And like a wind that I cannot tie
You gave the green sign of likeness
And I was high
It happened so fast
I hope these good things last
And now the secret was hard to hide
My heart is jeering from inside
Once for all I gotta let you know
That my insane heart just can't let you go
Your promise made me bliss
That you will be by my side now and forever
Saying you love me with that look in your eyes
And that was a cold hearted lie
They all said love is blind
But i had only you on my mind
For the few laughs and smiles and the jokes and the care
That I wished so wholeheartedly would always be there
Seeing you with her just blow my mind
I thought you loved me, but that's just another lie
Nights with no sleep
A reality that hurt so deep
Now what to do?
What to say?
Only silence throughout the day
My heart questioned
What did she have, That I didn't?
But loneliness lurked in the bottom of my soul
He will never understand the extent of my love
Did I ask for so much?
I'm sorry, I loved you so much.
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
You just left with millions of why
With a silence pain, you will never feel
And a broken hurt that will never heal
It hurt so deep just like a knife
But wounds heal and I will go on with my life
Years from now wherever I will be
I will laugh and remember where I got hurt the most
By someone that I had almost!!!