Tears of joy start to fade,
As the tears of sorrow overflow for the years I hid you away.
The world shunned you, so I no longer wanted to become you,
I ran from you,
Until I realized I needed to regain my strength from you.
Without you, there would be no me.
So I thank you.
For the beautiful portrait you painted from the crumbled sheet
For entering the wild wonders of this life unknowingly
For unlearning and learning habits as several times you had to change your survival tactics
For the storms you faced with no one to embrace
For your heart you had to mend over the relations that chose to end
For the times you were unfriended and accepted being your only friend
For the mistakes you accepted and toxic traits you rejected
The trials is where your foundation was built
Although your crown was tilt,
It was never bent,
As for whatever life sent your way you handled with grace
I'm sorry for the adolescent secret depression
That you hid well.
My desire was to make you proud of your older self.
Over time, the future became brighter; my smile grew wider, all because in the debts of darkness you were a fighter,
I fathomed happiness larger than you could ever see,
But true happiness would be meaningless if you weren't with me.
To the little girl, who felt alone
Who had to find who she was on her own
It was no easy task if you may ask..
But in the end she, became me, and I then reclaimed HER throne
So please accept this invitation as I am inviting the little lost girl, back home