even though i did have fun with my friends
i was dieing inside because the guy that i like wasnt there!
he wasnt there when i needed a hug
cause i was crying,
he was with other girls,
yet i was ohter guys but it felt wrong.
i tried so hard to get our attention but i guess it didnt work!!
sucks to have this life
and go home to yelling and harsh treatment from my family
to the piont where i just want to roll in a ball and hide forever.
where no bad things come in and i will be safe,
but unfortunally that isnt going to happen
and maybe i wont even get the love that i want
so i need to grow strong and be independent!
i wont be alone though i will always have jesus next to me!!