I’m not suicidal

But sometimes I wonder what would happen if I got in a car accident

If a distracted driver forgot to stop

I’m not suicidal

But sometimes I cry myself to sleep

Wondering what would happen if I didn’t wake back up

I’m not suicidal

But sometimes I wonder what it’d be like to be caught in a crossfire

A bullet not meant for me

I’m not suicidal

It’d be someone else’s fault

Not my doing