If I Was My Brain
Quiet is a scream
Louder than a cry
Creeping is silence
Asking us why
Quiet is a shred
Not yet a a thread
Typically ripped to pieces
I still can't believe this
Quiet is me going crazy
Drug overdose
Please save me
Alcohol addiction
Suicide hotline
Crying as these minutes
Pass by
Laughter is a choked off bite
Loud is bursting with lies
Screams are bursting with need
I'd rather go to bed every night hungry
I act like I'm not worried
Talking is me crying
Laughing is contemplating
Which method is best for suicide
Which choice is less painful
To make it look less dull
How can you still believe
That laughing is still serenity
When nothing
Is always something
To not the world
But only me
06/21/16