If you ever think of me.
Of all the nights
We spent side by side,
My head on your chest,
As our hands engulfed each other’s.
If you remember all the laughs,
And silly times we shared.
And the smiles.
If you think of the fights.
If you think of the way our kiss
Would send shivers up our spines,
And electricity between our fingers.
If you think about the nights
I’ll spend crying.
Calling out, for you to come home.
If you know
That I’ll always wait:
Lungs barely breathing,
If you know that
I’d change everything about me,
If it meant keeping you.
If you realized,
It’s not just about you.
That I know,
It’s about me too.
That I know
You’re trying to let me off easy,
Before you leave.
If you think
About all the memories we share.
About all the promises we made.
You were never going to abandon me.
You’d never walk away.
I wonder if you know,
That I’m kicking myself for that.
For finally letting my walls down,
And letting someone in.
Only to be lead down the same path,
That I was promised,
I’d never have to walk