I still hug that monkeyYunno the one you gave to meYou gave it to me when I was at my lowestAnd it still means the world to meNot because it’s cute and fluffyBut because you were the one that brought it for meI named it after youBecause you were so important in my lifeAs important as a shoeYou kept me goingGoing through it allAnd since you leftI feel so smallI feel lost in this worldAnd like nothing mattersWithout you here I feel so aloneNobody truly CaresOh I’m so unhappyI still hug ElleBecause for that one moment it makes me feel like I still have u Oh god where are uI can’t even text youOr unload on u  Because I’d just burden uI’m so damn happy for uI know how much you wanted ur little bambinoBut I still need uI need u so badBut your moving on and I know I should be gladBut I lost you and everyone else all at onceAnd nobody can even come close to what it was like with you Oh I still hug my monkey oh so tightTo help me win this fightWhen can I see the light