I Love You
Money Owns Me
The reminder constant of things received
A gift nothing can ever just be
All youthful journeys became owed memories
Mind Our Manners
The rules of life taught by an after school handler
No discipline or guidance from the woman who matters
Motivations to persevere matched with your slander
Mind Over Matter
I'm the offended subject of your chatter
How could I not mind when your words always shatter
The violence is brutal from your verbal bladder
No one can choose whom they're born to
But we all control the things that we do
The choice to mend or harm unchanged in your pursuits
The character of a monster is the one you still choose
Permanent is the past and its consequences too
And it now seems unphathomable that you professed love is true
I don't know how things can remain and continue
But you play the victim if you hear any truth
So dammit if I must I'll just have to push through
And as long as I have to I'll choke it out, I love you