I don't want a Knight in shining armor
I don't want someone who is going to "fix me"
I am DAMAGED.
and I am okay with that.
I need a person...ANY person...who will take me for who I am. In ANY state I am.
When you see me curled up in bed with
a pillow over my face crying
I just want you to hug me.
I just want comfortable silence
A silence that says "it will be okay"
Someone who won't say "have you taken your medications" when the going gets rough...
but instead reassures if I have taken them today.
A person that will understand that anxiety is a real thing.
not just nervousness.
"Please be on time". I will say this often.
I am sorry.
I will say sorry often.
Please bare with me.
I don't want a Knight in Shining Armor
I just want to be cared and loved for
as who I am.