I don't know what I don't know

I don't know what I don't know.That is why I never asked questions. All I ever wanted to do is "go with the flow",But then all at once I learned. About you and him,And you and that night,About you and everything I don't agree with.That day felt like a thousand small bees turning into a swarm the size of a bear ready to destroyMe until my insides were on the outsides and My outsides were nowhere to be found.I never got mad, and I'll never get mad.All I will do is go with the flow.All I will do is lay down and hurt.All I will do is cope with myself,But I will never leave him,Or that night,Or your bad decisionsBecause losing you now is worse. 

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