I am in the midst
I am in the midst of my perishing youth
Trying to live as one lives best
I want to smile and laugh and play
I want to hear the breeze against the earth
I want to see indescribable beauty I want to feel betrayal and exultation
I want to live while I can
Yet I can feel my failing energy
The once liberating breeze makes me cold
The beauty seems to be repetitive
Even the emotions I feel have come to fade
Apathy.
I know nothing I feel empty
That is, until a wondrous phrase
It holds so much merit
It contains no words
It expresses more beauty and emotion
Than I could ever know. Music.
I draw myself from music
I can now see what isn't there
I no longer struggle with the emptiness of apathy
I no longer care I know nothing
We live to discover
The breeze and the beauty and the betrayal
They bring me to life
My youth will live forever within me
I can feel, I can see, and I most importantly can hear
Music interprets life in new ways
Music makes the world lucid
Music repairs my lost youth
Through music, I will never die