I am a liar. I can lie to you, look you right in the eyes, and lie.
I can lie to you, and not feel a thing about it. Not even blink.
And the saddest thing about all of this, I’ve probably already done it
I am a liar. Forget everything you know about me, it isn’t true.
I have lied about everything about me, to fit in with others better.
And the saddest part about that is, I’ve started believing my own lies.
I want to tell the truth now. I don’t want to lie about who I am, or what I’ve done.
But I’m scared to tell the truth, perhaps they won’t like me anymore.
So I will brace myself for the worst, close my eyes, and speak the truth
I am five foot two tall.
I am currently seventeen years old
Last I checked I weighed 110.4 lbs
I have brown hair and eyes that are mostly brown, but like to change colour
Those are the easy ones to speak. Easy to prove.
Not easily lied about-except weight
But there are more personal ones that I have, hidden away
I identify as Demi-Sexual
That means I can be-and often am-attracted to people of any gender and sexual identity
But I won’t be sexually attracted-meaning desiring sex from them-unless romantic feelings are involved
I love working with my hands
I love building things, painting things, working on artwork, anything that involves using my hands
I love playing my Violin
I may not always want to start playing, but once I do, I dislike to stop for anything.
I learn better by doing, not by learning.
I can sit in a classroom all day and not learn a thing, but put me on the job, and I can do it in three hours
I live off sound, not sight.
If something looks bad I can live with it, simply by ignoring it, but if something sounds bad, it hurts me
I love easily, and never forget it
If I say I love you, I mean it, and I will never stop. Even if I’m mad at you, or no longer in your life I will still worry and fret about you.
I prefer taking notes out of a textbook than by lecture
It’s easier for me to comprehend things when I have a textbook in front of me. Taking notes out of a book makes learning easier.
Those truths are easier to lie about.
Easier to keep secret.
Easier to hide.