The hurt you put me through

You shot at me, but I survived.
You aimed again and I dodged.
You didn't give up. You followed
All the way. I began to see you as
My shadow and better reflection
I didn't recorgnise those eyes full-
Of hate and attempts of pain.

I didn't realise you are my welcoming
Doom. I'd run to you, to the façade
That you've decided to show to the-
world. Ouh how I must've been
Stupid and blinded to not see enough
Of it. I believed you. I so trusted you.

But you...you just decided to aim
Again, with "love" that I so stupidly
Spotted in those bright eyes.
They were no longer dark. You pushed
Through at my chest, and yet I let
You hold me. I let 'me' curse fate and
Myself thinking it was meant to be.
I can't even look at myself anymore.

If only you knew what I've been
Doing inside this dark hole that's
Now filled up with black aura. You'd
Feed on being a floating leaf,
With no DESTINATION.

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