I take eight tablets and capsules a day.
They help hide the unreliable wiring to my mind.
Giving me this false intoxication.
Frenzied sometimes, but dispiritedness always.
I just get this abnormal logic.
Living every waking day petrified.
I don't want a panic attack!
I don't want to feel like a monster,
trapped in systems of hospitals!
What else would you expect though?
I am Bipolar type 2.