I don't want to stop you
Please enjoy your time here
Just know you are affecting me
We are taking from eachother, in the time we have spent together.
I believe my past is unnecessary to you and for you to truly know me.
We don't have that time anymore.
I only have you in this moment and I want you to experience the purest current with me
Hopefully we can continue onwards for a little while longer
Forever isn't in my vocabulary
and "future" is still foreign on my tongue
Maybe, just for right now, that's okay
I wouldn't really want a forever with this me, anyhow
I couldn't imagine you would either.
Yet, please know I am looking for growth.
Not necessarily for you, or for us, but for me
I don't like looking at the horizon.
I want to look at the here and now,
More importantly, I want to look at myself.