what lies inside is what scares most as i am not normal i am but a ghost. withen my chest lies a burning desire burning at degrees almost not fathemable that rise to a million degrees, my chest pounds every so fast and load as if you were to stand beside me you could feel the rythem. the beats from withen my chest beats for only one. and withen each single pulse that thrives in each beat lies that of a million reasons unexplained by man kind of my effection for you, each beat names off a hundred reasons why i love you,each beat burns hotter than the sun reaching thousands degrees, anything that tries to get between me and my heart will surely be incenerated by the heat. my heart begins to grow into a rapid past as if a stampede of wild and unimaginable spieces of large creature were running within me and i feel the adrinalin begin to course through my every being. there is no way possible for me to explain the way im feeling, your beauty untouched by man kind so innacent and magnificaent. as if you were an angel yourself,
your eyes are so blue that just staring into them will put any mortal into a transe and get lost in ecsasy.
you will however never meet me, for i am but the ghost the relies within your mind hidden from others seen by few i am that cool breese on a summer day,
the shadow on an sunny day, im the candle in the moonlight, my darling im your dreams on an beautiful night, i will always be near. i promise il never fade nor will i disperce from you. i am your guardian angle.
keeping you safe and from all harms path, i will fight off any evil monster or decapitate any uninmaginable creature that wish to harm you. if only you knew,
if only anyone knew about us, but it would be to dangerouse. to risky one shall never meet their guardian as it would cause great distress in the other world. but dont let that make you anytheless carious because we are indeed out there watching over you,
yes some of us are your ansesters or pasted loved ones. dont be styriotypical or hateful for those with hate and anger in there eyes will surely be left behind. often it is the mother or father who choose after passing to stay along there child and promise to watch over them in there own way. although you may not see them or touch them believe me they still love you and are protecting you in everyway possable way.
as for some it may also be there grandfather or grandpa or even care giver. although for very few hew dont have anyone hew are left without a guardian. thats when god sends an guardian angle to watch over them, his job is to do what all the others do witch is love them and care for them and proect them from the evil that may wish to get to them. there are indeed creatures out there far beyond human technoligy and far more in bane than anything youv ever experianced. you call them devils or Watchers or even diablo's and for most who get confused with Lucifer witch is the lord of these creatures he never leaves his safty of his home. he send things to do his dirty work. thats what we are here for to help keep you safe from these, and sometimes these demons do indeed win in killing us and thats were a possesion or haunting accures, it is at that time you need to prey to god and hope he hears and helps. we indeed have feeling even after death we can fall in love and get mad or even sad. therefourth we can get sidetracked from our mission. all i can say is we indeed hear your prayers and we can respawn in multipul of ways it may not be in english but in an hidden way we do. i could stay here and talk about all the strange things you have yet to experince and lets hope wont have to anytime soon my darling. but i have some buisness to attend to. i love you my dearest. but he's here and he wishes to get to you. and il make sure he wont. now rest as your guardian does what he does best and forever in piece stay with the lord almighty.