As New Years day came, the words "new beginnings" engraved my soul.
I was tired of playing games, and from us taking it slow.
I made my decision, i was moving to miami, cause you had my heart.
Leaving everything i knew, for Love and a fresh start.
Scared, lonely at times, and unsure i conquered what being an adult meant,
It was as if this was the plan heaven sent.
Life was good, and I was happy.
But the things to come next are so crappy.
Betrayed, Hurt, Disappointed by the one you love
As if moving down, and committing wasn't enough
Your actions helped me grow into this person i am becoming
I realized that love is a great thing
But you took from me the love and feeling i had for myself,
By letting you go i was about to learn to Love my self
I took the text books off the bookshelf, determind and eager to grow
This is my life, and i will be in control of this show
Alone, in Miami, Was the motivation it took,
to make me strive for something other then my normal,
and by our imperfect situation, has turned my situation
into something oh so perfect, I will forever be grateful.
Because just when i thought something was PERFECT,
It turned out it wasn't, But it allowed me to create
The PERFECT outcome for Myself, by Finally
Furthering my education, for ME, MYSELF, AND I
it was an illusion of what i thought was perfect
But i understand i was just PERFECTLY comfortable.